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Radio Bob Approved
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- Oct 8, 2022
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I am shackled among these eternally white walls.
The ghosts of my hopes, hide again in the shadows...
I constantly hear the hum of my tense veins.
I dream of only one thing - to leave life as soon as possible!
It's scary to think about the past, to remember all this pain!
There is no more paradise nor a holy heaven in this world!
I live only in one dream: "The pistol is next to me, gradually the light fades and I disappeared..."
Only the night has become worse...
Emptiness gnaws at me!
I want to forget, but memory chokes and does not let me fall asleep.
And if I descend into my dreams,
I only thirst to die, losing my way again.
I want to look into your eyes!
Give me back my will to live!
Hating the sky, I cannot live a year!
My memories have gnawed deep into my heart.
They are trying to kill me...
It seems to me that I myself will be madly glad to remain.
If the veins burst, the blood will go away.
I hope tonight in my ward walls,
The Doctor will find a cold corpse....
Death! Only Death! The escape from the chaos for our lives mean nothing.
The coterie is false, we are false, the Union is false.
For men are sheep, the only way is not ascension but only death!
Yeshua I spit upon you, the false idol of sheep.
Yaweh I piss on your bones, the false shepherd.
We hit the breach. Oh riches, hear our lust.
Blood and steel, our pride for the flesh of our children shall turn to ash,
mankind shall be no more!
Applicant Information Name: Nina Gobejishvili. Date of Birth: 06/06/1999. Place of Birth: Kveda Tsageri, Georgia. Residence: Shkola β 1113, Tverskoy District, City Three. Occupation: Agricultural and Foodstuff Engineer, CWU. Place of Education: Echelon. Qualifications: Agricultural Engineering & Development. Language(s) Spoken: Georgian, Russian, English. | Medical Documentation Physical Anomalies: None. Mental Anomalies: Fidgety, High Energy, Kleptomaniac, Insubordinate, Misanthropic. Previous Injuries to note: None. Physical State: Healthy. Mental State: Fractured. Addictions to note: Adrenaline, Sugar products, crystaline gasses. |
Unit Information Rank: i4.Tagline: XRAY-458. Rewards & Commendations: None. Previous City Service: City Three. Reason For Transfer: Troublesome behavior and the storing of crystaline artifacts. | Family Cohesion Overall Family Cohesion: Stable. Members: Ivan Gobejishvili - Father - Alive. Nino Gobejishvili - Mother - Alive. Olga Gobejishvili - Sister - Fractured. Giorgi Gobejishvili - Brother - Alive. |
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@Sushi082
One of the first people I have met during my new stay in City twenty-four!
He is a charming young fellow with a saddened heart, a death of friends is not easy.
I try to keep him smiley and entertained as he took me in with open arms like a brother.
Hang in there, everything will be okay in the end. We all die with a smile upon our faces.
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Like with CamΓ©lia, I have too gotten close and fond of Adrien.
A simple man, a normal guy who is plagued by the supernatural and paranormal.
He has always been there for me, we are inseparable - Joined at the hip as they say.
We've fought side by side, we've bled together and he has saved my life on occasion.
He always says that he enjoys my company as I keep a positive outlook on things,
yes, I know, I'm paraphrasing here.
But my fondness goes deep for him, in the same vain with CamΓ©lia - A deep attraction.
Though, I could be reading myself wrong as I'm not the most clean person in the mind, body and sobriety.
Everyday I look for him so we can patrol and when 578 joins the fray the energy is truly amazing.
He is a man that I do love and care about, though honestly I do not trust much of my judgement in what I'll do next.
What I know for certain is that I'll always have his back as I know he has mine in return.
One of the first people I have met during my new stay in City twenty-four!
He is a charming young fellow with a saddened heart, a death of friends is not easy.
I try to keep him smiley and entertained as he took me in with open arms like a brother.
Hang in there, everything will be okay in the end. We all die with a smile upon our faces.
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Like with CamΓ©lia, I have too gotten close and fond of Adrien.
A simple man, a normal guy who is plagued by the supernatural and paranormal.
He has always been there for me, we are inseparable - Joined at the hip as they say.
We've fought side by side, we've bled together and he has saved my life on occasion.
He always says that he enjoys my company as I keep a positive outlook on things,
yes, I know, I'm paraphrasing here.
But my fondness goes deep for him, in the same vain with CamΓ©lia - A deep attraction.
Though, I could be reading myself wrong as I'm not the most clean person in the mind, body and sobriety.
Everyday I look for him so we can patrol and when 578 joins the fray the energy is truly amazing.
He is a man that I do love and care about, though honestly I do not trust much of my judgement in what I'll do next.
What I know for certain is that I'll always have his back as I know he has mine in return.
@0xNiklas
A quiet Russian man, a fellow unit and someone from city three too.
To me, I know very little of, I wish I could get to know him more.
For now he is a man of mystery.
A quiet Russian man, a fellow unit and someone from city three too.
To me, I know very little of, I wish I could get to know him more.
For now he is a man of mystery.
@tsaoT
She is a female unit, has a pretty smile though dampened by it's insincerity.
She is relaxing to be around, I really like her energy and the way she carries herself.
It brings a confidence that is infectious.
Alas, I know very little of her but I soon shall.
She is a female unit, has a pretty smile though dampened by it's insincerity.
She is relaxing to be around, I really like her energy and the way she carries herself.
It brings a confidence that is infectious.
Alas, I know very little of her but I soon shall.
@Atle
He is the Regent, the administrator of this ruined city.
I met him during my short visit to his neck of the woods.
I know naught of his politics and policies,
he seems to be like a fine individual to be around.
I find him very charming and funny, I love the energy he brings.
One day maybe we can sit and drink together,
as he appears to be an interesting person to know.
He is the Regent, the administrator of this ruined city.
I met him during my short visit to his neck of the woods.
I know naught of his politics and policies,
he seems to be like a fine individual to be around.
I find him very charming and funny, I love the energy he brings.
One day maybe we can sit and drink together,
as he appears to be an interesting person to know.
@Marco
She is a woman full of grief, sorrow and mourning.
For she has lost someone close to her,
I feel it for the pain seeps out of her and infects the air.
I feel sorrow for her, for she is a good woman. To me and others.
I look upon her scarred face, seeing it creased in sadness.
I feel anger because of those who killed us and got away with it.
I will get them, for you, Comrade Sergeant.
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In the short time I have been here, she became a Sergeant. I am very proud of her.
We have gotten closer, a real friend that I can call upon and someone who brings comfort in a foreign city.
The books of my poems which I have written are loved and cherished by her,
it is a first for someone to respond positively to my hard work.
She likes my work so much, she kept all three volumes of my books!
CamΓ©lia knows how to make a woman feel special, so special in fact I have developed a deep connection with her.
I have many fond feelings for her, for as we have shared in bonding, toiling, blood and we have even danced together.
I often think of her with Adrien and me. All together, conduction of fondness.
I forgive her for striking me in the Internal Affairs office, her fists pounding my face;
Leaving bruises, making me bleed and causing me to lose some teeth.
I am slightly shamed to admit that I had enjoyed the beating, though painful,
it left a sick sense of pleasure and made me feel more alive.
Am I crazy about her?
Maybe, maybe not.
Also, bottom text.
She is a woman full of grief, sorrow and mourning.
For she has lost someone close to her,
I feel it for the pain seeps out of her and infects the air.
I feel sorrow for her, for she is a good woman. To me and others.
I look upon her scarred face, seeing it creased in sadness.
I feel anger because of those who killed us and got away with it.
I will get them, for you, Comrade Sergeant.
---
In the short time I have been here, she became a Sergeant. I am very proud of her.
We have gotten closer, a real friend that I can call upon and someone who brings comfort in a foreign city.
The books of my poems which I have written are loved and cherished by her,
it is a first for someone to respond positively to my hard work.
She likes my work so much, she kept all three volumes of my books!
CamΓ©lia knows how to make a woman feel special, so special in fact I have developed a deep connection with her.
I have many fond feelings for her, for as we have shared in bonding, toiling, blood and we have even danced together.
I often think of her with Adrien and me. All together, conduction of fondness.
I forgive her for striking me in the Internal Affairs office, her fists pounding my face;
Leaving bruises, making me bleed and causing me to lose some teeth.
I am slightly shamed to admit that I had enjoyed the beating, though painful,
it left a sick sense of pleasure and made me feel more alive.
Am I crazy about her?
Maybe, maybe not.
Also, bottom text.
@Leko
Uwe Schulz...
He is an infuriating little worm that keeps wriggling away from my grasp.
He has a minister protecting him.
He knows shit, I know he knows - He knows that I know his games.
He will not budge, being bed ridden and that MoP strumpet won't let him get away.
All he needs to do is slip up once, put a single toe out of line - A strand of hair, even.
I WILL be there and I WILL come onto him like a freight train.
I will break him.
Uwe Schulz...
He is an infuriating little worm that keeps wriggling away from my grasp.
He has a minister protecting him.
He knows shit, I know he knows - He knows that I know his games.
He will not budge, being bed ridden and that MoP strumpet won't let him get away.
All he needs to do is slip up once, put a single toe out of line - A strand of hair, even.
I WILL be there and I WILL come onto him like a freight train.
I will break him.
@Rabithunter
It is people like her who let the wolves attack the hens and kill the farmer.
Her sympathies will get others killed. Why does she not see this?!
One day she will learn. One day she will walk the ashes,
seeing the destruction she help brought onto us.
Only then she'll realize she has made a terrible mistake.
These terrorists will skin us, I want her to understand that.
The garrison has lost too many people, too many innocents have died.
It is people like her who let the wolves attack the hens and kill the farmer.
Her sympathies will get others killed. Why does she not see this?!
One day she will learn. One day she will walk the ashes,
seeing the destruction she help brought onto us.
Only then she'll realize she has made a terrible mistake.
These terrorists will skin us, I want her to understand that.
The garrison has lost too many people, too many innocents have died.
@Mc-Crabs
He is a fellow unit that from what I remember, I get on along with.
We have been on a few patrols with each other but other than that I don't see you much, personally.
My memories with him are not familiar or around but I know we've had a great start together.
I need to speak to him more, broaden my knowledge on people in this garrison.
He is a fellow unit that from what I remember, I get on along with.
We have been on a few patrols with each other but other than that I don't see you much, personally.
My memories with him are not familiar or around but I know we've had a great start together.
I need to speak to him more, broaden my knowledge on people in this garrison.
@Woundedwaffle
He is a unit with a certain anger issue. He does not like me, but I don't care.
He is a unit which it's easy to get under his skin, to tingle his spine.
His buttons are so easily pressed in, it makes a children's toy more trivial.
I enjoy the calamity and chaos I bring to him; To see him angry and writhing brings a satisfaction to the soul.
I feel that the universe is complete to have a little play thing at my side.
There's a part of me that just knows he enjoys it - More than he likes to admit.
My slim metaphorical fingers prodding at every uncomfortable extremity, prodding at his little brain.
Though there is some pity I have towards him but he makes it all too easy.
I pray for one day he wraps his hands around my neck and squeezes.
Pain and near death makes me feel more alive.
Akin to prodding a dangerous animal with a stick.
He is a unit with a certain anger issue. He does not like me, but I don't care.
He is a unit which it's easy to get under his skin, to tingle his spine.
His buttons are so easily pressed in, it makes a children's toy more trivial.
I enjoy the calamity and chaos I bring to him; To see him angry and writhing brings a satisfaction to the soul.
I feel that the universe is complete to have a little play thing at my side.
There's a part of me that just knows he enjoys it - More than he likes to admit.
My slim metaphorical fingers prodding at every uncomfortable extremity, prodding at his little brain.
Though there is some pity I have towards him but he makes it all too easy.
I pray for one day he wraps his hands around my neck and squeezes.
Pain and near death makes me feel more alive.
Akin to prodding a dangerous animal with a stick.
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