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I SIT, OCCASIONALLY, ON THE ALPINE SLOPES IN CONSIDERATION. MY MIND OFTEN CLEARER NOWADAYS, WITH ALMOST STARK AWARENESS, OF HOW CLOSE THINGS CAME TO SIMPLY ENDING. OCCASIONALLY I DEBATE ON WHETHER I COULD HAVE ALTERED SUCH A PATH. OFTEN, I COME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT I COULD NOT HAVE. THERE IS ONLY SO MUCH TO BE DONE IN THE FACE OF BROADER DISCONTENT. I TAKE NOT FOR GRANTED THE LUXURY I WAS GIVEN, IN SUCH A CIRCUMSTANCE. DAYS OF ADJUSTMENT IN EITHER DIRECTION LEADING TO ASSURED DESTRUCTION. PERHAPS THE VERACITY OF HIGHER POWER'S EXISTENCE IS TO BE DEBATED IN SUCH A CIRCUMSTANCE, THOUGH I AM LOATHE TO DEBATE WHAT WOULD LEAD THEM TO THE DECISION THAT I WAS TO CONTINUE.
ELEANOR MARCHAND
Self-enlightened ascension.
Untimely luminosity.
595
Vigorous abrasion.
Vigorous abrasion.
AYODELE JACCOUD
Unaffiliated harmonism.
999Unaffiliated harmonism.
Utilitarianistic survivalism.
MICHAEL YARDS
Biomechanical dolorousness.
Biomechanical dolorousness.
EMIYO MARCUM
Governed instability.
Governed instability.
UWE SCHULZ
Pacificatory duplicity.
RICHARD JOHNSONPacificatory duplicity.
Supervised sanitation.
STEPHANIE ROBERTS
Lackadaisical directionlessness.
Lackadaisical directionlessness.
ABRAHAM ZACHARY FORD
Dreadful inviolability.
Dreadful inviolability.
AMELIE SOLENE
Historically cyclical.
GERION RAATHHistorically cyclical.
Optimal imperceptibility.
ROLAND HEWITT
Ascendant reincarnation.
Ascendant reincarnation.
GREG MECHMAD
Desperate successionism.
Desperate successionism.
NILS FLÜGEL
Threadwoven entrepreneurship.
TZUThreadwoven entrepreneurship.
Hippocratic asynchronicity
JOHNNY MCHAMMOND
Oppositional Gumshoery.
Oppositional Gumshoery.
ELSA BECKER
Bifurcated denialism.
Bifurcated denialism.
TYRIEL SUTROM
Blanketed antipathy.
REZA FARZANBlanketed antipathy.
Unclear systemization.
HEINRICH MARYK
Newborn supremacy.
Newborn supremacy.
HIKARU INOUE
Apathetic bloodletting.
Apathetic bloodletting.
WYATT CALLAWAY
Pristine enunciation.
AUGUST LAIBACHPristine enunciation.
Stratocratic dogmatism.
035
Inheritant soaring.
Inheritant soaring.
HAROLD STANSFIELD
Nonplussed replacement.
Nonplussed replacement.
GRACE
Anarchical authority.
MARCUS CROSSAnarchical authority.
Continental displacement.
SERAFINA MANGIARACINA
Petulant exemplification.
Petulant exemplification.
RICK KETTERSON
Discovery external.
Discovery external.
DAMIAN IDRIS OSMOND
Hypnagogic slowness.
ENZO VALENTEHypnagogic slowness.
Subversional totality.
GENEVIEVE WILLOW
Autodestructive pathfinding.
Autodestructive pathfinding.
EDWARD UREY
Rapacious discontent.
Rapacious discontent.
BRENTLEY SOLTERMANN
Discordant avowance.
CHERIE GAUTIERDiscordant avowance.
Unfitting remuneration.
DECRYING THE PLACE IN WHICH I NOW FIND MYSELF IS A QUESTIONABLE MOVE. AM I HAPPY? OF COURSE. SATISFIED? IN A SENSE. I AM OUT OF SPACE. THIS IS NOT THE REALITY I AM INTENDED TO EXIST IN. I WAS FORGED AND MANUFACTURED FOR A PARTICULAR PURPOSE, AND NOW IT IS GONE. WOULD YOU DECRY THE FISH RAGING AT ITS REMOVAL FROM WATER? WOULD YOU DECRY THE BIRD RAGING AT THE LOSS OF ITS WINGS? I AM ADRIFT AND DESULTORY TO THE UTMOST, RELYING MERELY ON THOSE FEW WHOM I AM AWARE AND THE ONE WHOM I BELIEVE I CARE FOR. I DO HOPE THAT, IN TIME, I MIGHT RECEIVE SOME DARK ENLIGHTENMENT REGARDING WHAT IT IS I AM INTENDED FOR; THAT I MIGHT BECOME AWARE OF WHAT REMAINS FOR ME AFTER THE SMOKE CLEARS AND THE FIRES DIE DOWN.
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