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Richard Johnson - The walking contradiction

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Richard Johnson
The walking contradiction


Standing with a cold expression, Arms crossed just listening. He smells of alcohol, after another day of drinking. His clothes have been repaired many times, being patched and sewn back together. With a satchel over his shoulders carrying all that he may need
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NAME Richard Johnson
ALIAS Alias
NICKNAMES Dick, Rich
CID #78013
GENDER Male
AGE 29
DATE OF BIRTH 12/6/1993
PLACE OF BIRTH New York
CURRENT LOCATION CIty 24
EDUCATION None
OCCUPATION CRU Team Leader

-PERSONALITY-
“You okay over there?”

He can be quiet especially then in a crowd, but is always happy to tell the story about the time he almost got thrown off a roof, or then he got in trouble again. But if he sees someone hurt he always offers to help them

He can be blunt at times, speaking lightly of death and pain, and not afraid to call corpses idiots. But those that know him or speak with him alone, know that he can also offer both banter and a deep conversation about life.


-FAMILY-
MOTHER:
Veronica Johnson / Dead.
FATHER: Geoff Johnson / Dead.
SIBLINGS: Alex Johnson / Unknown but they keep saying you will be punished for my actions.
-LIKES AND INTERESTS-
  • Helping others
  • Cheerful people
  • Drinking
  • Sitting on the roof watching the slums
  • Writing
-DISLIKES AND AVOIDANCES-
  • Glory Hounds
  • Being useless
  • Others worrying about me
  • Non-Compliance

-My mind-

The slums

“My home, the only place that I feel safe and useful”

People often ask me “why do you live in the slums, isn’t it dangerous” and I can only shrug, I am so used to the danger I feel safer there, the cops worry me more than headcrabs.

It is the only place someone like me can be useful, I have made too many mistakes to ever be a loyalist, but in the slums I can be someone. People call me a good person there, I wish I could agree with them but I feel as if I am just faking it.

I will do my all to keep the slums safe, even if both sides are looking to sacrifice it on the altar of war

The Doctor
“A slum doctor must also be a good teacher”

People think I do this because I am a good person, and maybe I do, but to me it is my way to not get detached from the suffering, so I don’t grow numb… but maybe that is already too late.

I was never trained to do these things, I just learned first on myself then on others, that fact sadly means I can only help some, and I find myself lacking at times, but luckily there are others that can save them.

The best thing about this work is always speaking with the patients, and helping them avoid coming back, if I took payment, repeat customers would be good, but I don’t so they are but a drain on resources. It feels good then It feels good then people listen to my advice and don’t make the same mistake… hopefully I can save others from becoming like me

Alcohol
“The only happiness they haven’t stolen from me is at the bottom of a bottle”

A habit that started from hanging out at slum bars, but only worsened, why did I attend workshifts? Beer, Why did I pick up my ration? Beer, I wonder what else I would do for a beer back then…

A constant companion even as others left me, it stuck by my side, even as all else betrayed me. Alcohol helps me keep calm, helps me not be scared then they look at me, and it helps me hide my true intentions. Life is easier when everyone thinks you are just another drunk idiot.

So why must everyone complain about it, they didn’t stop my drinking, so why must my friends. They tell me it is unhealthy, I scoff I will be dead before I need to worry about that. She told me she hates to see me like this, but this is the only way I could find happiness before.

Maybe they are right, maybe I no longer need to drink. I have found other forms of happiness. I already cut it back, but then things got worse, and I fled back to the comfort of the bottle. I wish I didn’t, I truly do. Maybe if I hadn’t grabbed the bottle that day, I wouldn’t have lost everything… for now the risk of drinking is too great, but I shall return my old friend, others may leave but you will stay true

Death
“If I die, I hope to die doing the right thing”
“I thought I waited for death to come, but now I have people to care for, I must live”

A constant companion always claiming those around me, but leaving me behind. I waited for it for so long that I stopped caring for the future, I only lived in the moment… It did make life easier.

But it never came, maybe it thought that I still had more pain to experience, or maybe it just hoped I would do it myself, but I refused to else they would win. My survival was a twisted form of defiance, but I have no idea who I was defying.

A man once asked me how I wanted to die, back then I just hoped to die in the streets, hit in crossfire, a simple death, no fear, no pain, no nothing. I just wanted to leave behind nothing, hoping not a tear was wept for my passing. How different I am now, it is funny, then I wanted to die. Death was content keeping its distance, but now that I have to survive, it seems to be lurking waiting for me to slip up. I cannot die, not yet I have to survive, people are depending on me.

But I know that I am always close to death, I have cheated death too many times, someday it will come, I just pray, for all the bad I have done, that when I leave my impact was a net positive.

Alone
No one cares about me, no one wants to deal with me, no one tries to understand my pain. They just look past me, only speaking to me then they need something, I could be gone and no one would notice.

I am alone like in the pod, I sometimes wonder if I am worse off inside that thing, at least back then I could pretend that someone was waiting for me outside, but here I can see them all, and see them all ignore me.

I have learned that people only care about the pain people feel when they start screaming or acting out, but that is only because they are trying to make you shut up, rest of the time they much rather ignore it or pretend it doesn’t exist that we are all happy, so then someone doesn’t fit that view they get ignored and cast aside.

But I have been alone before, I used to enjoy being alone, I remember that the only person you can truly trust is yourself, everyone else will disappear or betray you, but you will never leave your side. But something changed, I opened up to others, I made connections, now I crave it. I need the conversations, the time alone with someone… I need help, I have helped people for so long, but maybe please someone help me, I cannot stay like this.

Please someone let me open up to you

The Deep Dark
“The world wants me to break.. To finally give in, I will not let it.. The world will never win”

What did I do to earn your ire, did I ease the suffering from another so now I must endure it, or did I hurt someone so now I must be forever punished. I don’t know or maybe you just learned that I was fun to toy with. I only know that you have it out for me, you want me to suffer, so that I will finally break and end it, but I won’t I will never let you win

I know that for as long as I have yet more suffering to endure, you will ensure that I survive. You have saved my life many times, and I hate you for it. So many times I would have been better off dead, but you kept me alive, just so you could continue your torment, seeing if I will end it myself, but I won't, you don’t deserve to win this war.

Person: “Alright Rich, just don’t die”
Richard: “The world will not grant me that pleasure. It never will… as long as I still have suffering left”

“Anyone close to me will die or disappear”

I am cursed to be alone else others will suffer, but I cannot be alone so there are always new victims to the curse. I hate myself for allowing them to be hurt, I hate that I never warn them about what might happen, but if I did they would run away. I am selfish, allowing others to suffer just so I don’t feel the pain for a moment.

The list of victims is long and always expanding, not all the names hurt the same but each of them died because of me, if they never met me they would be alive. People always try to tell me that is not true, but they don’t know, they don’t know about The World, about what I must endure.

The only way I can keep people safe is by leaving it all behind and wandering the outlands alone till the day I die. But even if it would save them, I could never endure the loneliness it would bring me, so there will be more victims of the curse.

Amira
Irene
Tove
Casey
Cassandre
Elliana
Stanislav
Simon
Uriel
Elodie
Henry
Vlada
And so many more
I’m sorry, it’s all my fault

-RELATIONSHIPS-
LOVES ADMIRES BEST FRIEND FRIEND ACQUAINTANCE DISLIKES HATES DECEASED


Elsa Becker
Celine Surtrom


We started out, fighting over our different views on the world, but then I was at my lowest you were there for me, and you continue to be there for me, And I will do my all to be there for you.

I am unsure what you see in me, but you accept me even knowing who I am, though you question my choices in life

I know that our story will end in tragedy but for now I will enjoy every bit of it.
I just hope that then I fall, I won't take you with me

I knew it would never be easy, but I had hoped it would be better then we got back to the city, but now we argue more than ever, maybe that is what a relationship with you will be like.

I hate that I have to give you such grief, I know that you worry about me, that my stubbornness causes you pain. But it has to be this way, and we both knew who we were then we signed up for this.

I will never leave your side, even if I also have my opinions about some of your actions, and I hope we shall have more pleasant conversations, let us accept that we will be dumb and foolish and just laugh

For the first time, I smile at the broadcast with you in them

You have made me so happy, the moments we share are dear to me, even then we argue I cannot stay mad at you, thank you for all you have done, and I do my all to improve myself, so you don't need to worry all the time.

Then you were attacked, I wanted to find and punish the fool, but it seems others were faster. I will never let them take you, even if I will make myself an enemy of rebels, I will keep you safe, I promise. You may not like my methods, but no one will ever hurt you and live.

You have gotten worse, I can feel it, you betray friends, and smile at the pain of others, I wish you would understand what I say, you can be a good loyalist without causing pain and suffering, I wish I could show you the effects of what you do, show you the wounds of those you condemn.

After my arrest, I was scared and found comfort in you. I don’t think you fully grasped my state, so I sought another comfort, but it only made things worse. I wish I had listened to you, but like always I didn’t. I am sorry I didn’t tell you about what I was about to do, but I don’t think even I knew what I was doing, but I wish I could have said a farewell or something. I am sorry you were send to that cell, I hope you did as I told you and let me fall alone, but I could see it in your eyes as you left, you didn’t see me on the other side, you saw a monster wearing my skin, I understand I didn’t get a chance to explain and now it is too late.

I hate that we are often so close, but are forced to avoid each other. It is the worst thing about my status, that I cannot speak with you, it almost makes me wish to return to my cell, at least there I didn't have to look at you.

I will survive this and when I do we can be together again... I just hope you will want to

You're the first person I spoke to then I was released, you updated me on what had happened, I expressed my pain and you did seem to listen, then you disappeared. You were wanted and I wondered what happened, since you kept that part close at hand, but I hoped if you were safe you would get me out. I was wrong, I should have known then that you no longer cared for me.

I was left seeking you on my own, I did find you, but still you seemed to not care, you always seemed to look at me as a burden, kept pushing me away saying “why are you following me”, “You should find someone else”, “I won’t be around forever”. It was clear that you didn’t care about my pain, even if you were the only person I could reach out to.

Even then you saw the true depth of my suffering, as soon as the gun was out my hand, you caring stopped, did you in that bathroom care that I would die, or were you just worried I would make Tyriel sad, you even invoked HER name, like you knew her, besides always just trying to find something to report her about.

Guess I was a reminder of your past, that you have done all to escape, changing names and everything, guess you got a happy ending, and what you wanted.


Irene Dupont
I wondered what you saw in me, but in the end it does not matter. You found something I thought had died a long time ago, with you I can smile and laugh, and you brought a flame to a cold heart.
So why did you have to be arrested, you promised me it would all be alright, that I would not be punished for the smile I gave you, I don't know what I will do then you return, part of me wants to give you a hug, the other wants me to hide so you will be hurt because of me.

Vlada


I met you at the CMU, another victim of their brutality, you were worried about your job, and I wanted to help but had little to offer, but at least it all worked out.

Now I sit at the restaurant and relax, telling stories of past and present, you listen eagerly and maybe one day we shall sit somewhere else, and I will tell you my more juicy stories.

You were what I needed at the time, a new face that didn’t care for my armband… I hope you won’t be mad I consider you a replacement for someone else

You have made my parole not only tolerable but pleasant. I am happy we met and even if we both have made hard choices, I believe we are better for it. You are the reason I am still here.

It feels good to have someone that accepts me for who I am, flaws and all, who wants me to be my best self, without trying to force me to change. While I worry about you, and fear you will change, I know you have a good heart and I shouldn’t worry too much, you will not become her.

I hope things will calm down soon, so you can wear that jacket more, you look good in it… roach.

I could not have done it without you. Your support and presence helped me through these hard times, but we both made it and we are in a good place, at least better than before. But there is still a lot of work ahead of us, I hope we will both find more free time to spend with each other. Work has kept us both busy, but hopefully it will get better, as I often find myself missing you.

I see you often worry about me, something I will never get used to, sadly my work is dangerous and I need to do it, since I don’t trust anyone else. Maybe in time I will find something safer but for now, I will just have to keep myself safe.

Now we have a lot of work ahead of us, the task ahead of us is hard, we will face challenges and push back, but it will be worth it in the end, so that we both will have a proper place to call home and not be forced to turn into something we are not.

So let us push forward together, for a greater union for all.

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WHY. Why did you die? I returned from hell to find that the world only had gotten worse, we were so close to being able to live happily, not fearing what they would do, not having to keep everything secret. Then I walk between the trees and along the rivers, I can only think how amazing it would have been to do so with you.


I miss your embrace, then you told me to be safe, and our talks, your are a void that I cannot fill, I miss you every day.

I should have stayed away, I always knew that the world would have its pay, that me feeling good with you, would only cost me… and it did, I am so sorry, I never warned you of the curse. I can now only hope that you will be waiting on the other side, I am not sure how long I can wait for it.

I now walk alone, no one understands me like you did, no one cares about me like you did, and no one carries the same warm embrace.

Vlada… I miss you


Saule
It was sudden, but you gave me a break from the loneliness, you gave me hope for a future, and a relief from my pain. In the cabin the problems of the outside world disappear, sadly sometimes they come knocking, I sometimes feel I would have been fine dying that day as I would have died with you.

You seem to find trouble often, I was like that once, but I hope I can teach you to do better, I don’t want to lose you over something dumb, now I know how Elsa felt. Please try and be safe, don’t rush into danger, we got what we need, no reason to throw it all away.

I really can’t figure out what I feel about you, if it is real or just me latching onto anyone, but at least I got you, and that feels good.

Valeriya
I don’t know what higher being you pissed off, you have been shot, beat and fallen into the sewers. All while doing nothing wrong, I feel sorry for you, you don’t deserve any of it. You have shown me the darkness within your mind, and while I have never been good at dealing with them, I want to support you. You might be worthless to them, but you mean a lot to me.

I enjoy our every conversation, and hope we continue to have them. Well, we now have something to work on together, I hope we can build something great together. My only fear is that you see me as something I can’t be, but that should have been cleared up by now.

I hope your luck improves, I would be sad to see you go, you are a great friend and co-worker

You seem just as unlucky as ever, and without me to lean on, I hope you will be fine. Your final pleas that marked our conversation, did not help as I knew I would be leaving you to yourself, but you will find someone else, I am not special.

I wish I could have stayed by your side, keeping you safe, and supporting you then you needed someone. But fate has other plans, then people need me most, death finally came to claim me.

Stay safe and remember all I taught you, life is cruel and you will lose others like me. But keep your heart open and then love comes knocking, take hold of it, for you never know how long you have with that person.

Perley
When I first met you, you were just another newcomer getting into trouble, and I mostly just helped you to get back at a friend but then I learned you better and learned you had a good heart and with a little guidance you could do great things.

Look at you now manager of a store, VET member and maybe one day you will join CMU, I am proud of you, I hope I can leave things in your hands

Your future is bright, don’t mess it up like I did

Casey Sanchez
“Ah my first loyalist friend, brings back such good memories, I mean what is there to complain about cheap gin and good antlion, all a man needs and… she was kind, I do miss her”

You were the first loyalist I ever really got along with, before you I saw loyalists as people just waiting to report me, but you showed me you were not all bad, and maybe my dream of joining your ranks could become reality. Sadly it was never meant to be.

From you I learned what actually went on behind the nexus walls, and sadly we both learned the price of its politics, I understand why you left even if it saddened me. I hope you found a better life in CIty 17 away from the enemy.

At the saloon I found a place of comfort, no matter if I was happy, sad or worried, I could always drop by and relax with a bottle of gin and an antlion dish.

I wish you all the best and maybe someday we shall meet again

Jon Monir
A old friend, we first really spoke at Casey, but became good friends, it is surprising that after all you have been through you still keep going.
I enjoy the chaos you bring, and your kindness for others

Elliana
You bring a fun energy to life, that I have been missing since I left the slums behind, always seeming to find trouble or rather yourself in weird situations. But not only are you fun, but you are kind and always there to either cheer me up or encourage me, even if we don’t walk the same path, I have a feeling we will be close.

I wish I met you a long time ago before everything, but even now I hope you will stick around, I would be sad to see you disappear. I hope you find good work, at least something better than making meat paste for an old man.

Svetlana
The hardest worker in the CWU, and probably in the CRU, dedicated to her craft and always seeking new opportunities, I do worry she is overworking herself, and forgetting to enjoy life outside work, but she just tell me she enjoys being that way, and maybe I am just a lazy bastard.

I am sorry about what happened with Ron, while I didn’t know enough to stop it, maybe I should have known. I understand that this betrayal hurts you, and it is hard on all of us, but I hope you learn to move on, you can’t live your entire life keeping people at a distance, even if some will betray you.

I am glad that even with your strong beliefs, and my past, that we can be friends. You have a bright future ahead of you, I can see you going far, keep it up

Then you entered that room my heart sank, I had betrayed you, my pleas of innocence felt only as if I was trying to save myself. I just hope that you believe me, that you will see that even if I did bad things, that they were always done for good reasons. But in the end I broke your trust, then you told me you only trusted me and Elsa, I wanted to tell you that was a mistake, for you should never have trusted me, for I was always going to break that trust, it was only a matter of time.

I hope you find a way to better balance your life, and enjoy the moments outside work. Remember to sit down at a cafe and sit among friends, once you find more. Life will be hard and sometimes we trust the wrong people, but in time you will learn to spot the traitors and be with true friends.

Svet I am sorry for all, I hope in time you will forgive me, even if I don’t deserve it

Tove
You are different, a playful twist to my daily life, then I am with you, I can block out the rest of the world, forget my past, and present and just enjoy life. I enjoyed the visit, it was fun, but also learning a new skill, one that I never saw myself doing.. It was something

I am sorry for being pushy at first but it was important, and I am thankful it didn’t ruin your impression of me, even if you claim that you will torment for the rest of time, then again with you that is not the worst thing in the world.

I hope we get to spend more time together in the future, as I do enjoy those moments

Eden
A old friend, though we speak little nowadays since you are always busy being pulled away by everyone, you seem like a good person and I want to help every way I can, however little that is.

I will never forget taking you to the clinic after it was burned down, I never forgave them for it, and my destiny was set that day. I want you to know, had no one else done it, I would have planted that bomb.

I wonder what you will do then there are no more injured people to help, but that seems like a far away dream.

I hope that one day we will speak more, just remind me not to go drinking with you, seeing those demons scared me little.

Cherry
“You seem so nice and cheerful. I want to cuddle up and tell you all my secrets, but I know that would kill me”

Cheerful and always encouraging me along, no wonder I grew to like you, even knowing what you do for work. I find myself drawn to you, even if I should stay as far away from you as possible, You will be the death of me.

I thought if I saw you working, then maybe I would see the real you, but it only left me even more confused. I wonder if you would smile and tell me I am doing the right thing as I walked to my execution, that is what I fear that it is all just a facade, that behind that smile is nothing. But when you entered the cell on that day, I never felt so much relief, I don’t think I would have survived with anyone else.

I trusted you, I pray it was not misplaced… time will tell if you are my savior, or the one to condemn me

Wyatt Callaway
I did not know I could have so much respect for someone I disagree with on almost all matters, but here we are, I am happy our last conversation ended on a high note, before you went and became busy
I should also thank you for allowing me to join the VET, though I do wonder if you just want to finally catch me, so you can put me away for good, but you should know that will never happen

Charlotte Eloise
You seem like a nice person, if only I didn’t keep messing it up

Everytime I feel like I did something good, I somehow have to go and screw it up. I hope you are willing to accept who I am, and give me time to learn, how to be a good friend and someday I will learn to knock

But we will have to work together now, as we help someone we both care for.

Charles Ross
A reliable worker in all aspects, someone you can give a task to and not need to supervise since it will be handled, and not just finished, but done properly. A rare trait in these times it seems.

But not only are you a good worker, but also a good friend, you listen, you understand and you help me along. I wish we had more time to speak, I think it would have been a great boon, sadly time was never on our side.

I wish you the best in the future, you will do something grand. I know it.

Cassandre
A transfer from 13, you didn’t know what the armband meant at first, but even then you found out, you weren’t pushed away by it and I am thankful for it, since you have shown to be a good friend.

While we speak less than I would prefer, since you have also become good friends with Elsa, and even consider yourself her bodyguard, a title I am thankful you bear, we meet at Vlada or on a bench and speak about life and future, you encourage me to write more guidebooks, and I am sure I will, you also encourage other things, that I am less sure I can do. What you whispered that day is still making a mess of my mind, but perhaps that is the goal

I hope we can speak more often, I look forward to every meeting we have.

Amira
I am sorry I couldn’t save you, but maybe I just hoped for too much, this life was never for you, but at least now the pain is over and you are reunited with your mother.

But even then I cannot shake the feeling I failed you every step of the way, I call you my last patient, but I left you in the hands of others, you were right to hate me. I failed to convince you to change, if my words had been stronger maybe you would not have ended up like that. And I failed to help you survive parole, if only I had more time maybe… no I shouldn’t blame myself, you made the choice, even if I cannot blame you for it.

I hope you have found peace and reached that god of yours

Amelie
I feel lucky to have you as my roommate, and I am glad you didn’t recognize me at first, or you might have run away. It is always nice to have someone who doesn’t know me and my past, but still wants to talk about life or other things.

I can see why Uwe likes you, I enjoy being around you with all your small quirks. Even if we don’t always understand each other, we can still find some fun and sometimes deep conversations.

I look forward to what the future brings, and if you ever need any help just ask for “DIck Dick”

It’s my fault you ended up like that, I’m sorry, I will do everything I can to make sure you make it through. I have plenty of friends to ensure that. That was how I saw you during your parole at first, another person to help, but this time not just out of the goodness of my heart but to redeem myself, for it was my fault, I knew you would follow him then he became wanted.

You made it through, even if I was worried at the start with you missing all the workshifts, I am proud of you, it was also nice seeing you work in the labourers rest, you did well, and meant there were more good people working there.

Your english got better, you found plenty of friends. I wonder what happened to you, I remember seeing you just before my arrest, you were speaking with Yards and then I got out you were gone, or maybe I just missed you, I hope you are doing well in a world plunged into chaos.

Zhao/Jin
How do you get all that energy, I always see you running around busy, and that is what I love about you.

You often come asking for help, in your own little special way, and Well I enjoy the food you give in return
I should spend more time at your restaurant, you do seem fun

I don’t know how I should feel about you, you seem fine enough even being around you a lot, but I understand why people don’t get along with you, and it’s not just due to the way you speak. rash and quick to anger, these are traits that often lead you to not being liked by others, but you don’t do it to cause harm, but because you want to do good.

I think it is best that you are no longer here, I get to spread my wings and build up my own reputation not mired by the rest of the shepherds, it seemed that perhaps had things gone differently I could have earned a place on my own.

Larry
The last *person* I spoke with. you were unlucky or stupid, a condition I am familiar with. I got to tell my tale one last time, before the end. I hope you took it to heart and that maybe you will spread it yourself, tell my final tale, of the man who remained loyal to the end.

Emiyo Marcum
I am not sure, if it is what you were or what you now are, that drew me to you. but I just hope I can be there if you need someone that only knew you after your fall. but for now you have your hands full with dealing with old friends and new enemies, so I will leave you to it.
Just remember to ask yourself "who do I want to be", even if you are forced to be something else

Tyriel
It is funny, how we have been so close and never run into each other or maybe we did but never thought anything of it, but now we are two dissidents, and both are happy? to be. It is weird, a punishment but we both feel better for it, finally safe without worry.
You seem to have taken to the city fast, working your shifts, applying for the CMU, finding friends and drinking all the soda you can get your hands on. I enjoy your company, it is always fun and cheerful and makes me happy to see you doing so well, now you just have to drag Amelie out of bed and get her to some workshifts
I look forward to seeing what the future holds for us, but I know you will be safe… I will be making sure of it

Isn’t everything just so fucking perfect, at least in your eyes, always going on about how good it is that all our friends are here, except mine that are dead, or how great it is being out of the city, because it is just soooo terrible, except it was where I enjoyed my work and the people.

I shouldn’t hate you for being happy, I just wish you would open your eyes and ears for once and see that not all is well, and that not all around you are doing well. Maybe you did do that once, and that is why you seem to avoid me now… I don’t fit into your world so you close your eyes to it.

So go and be happy, I will find people that actually care elsewhere.


Asmode
Coworker and bartender, I only really interacted with then I had to, you were a loyalist doing your all to rise in the ranks, even if you always seemed to fail at it, but you seemed fine enough and I tolerated your presence.

And then you messed up in a way that mattered, and you became a dissident, because of your own mistake, you try and be all buddy buddy with me, and I tolerate it, even at times try and help along, but in the end I won’t let myself be dragged down by you, before if you had known about what I was doing, you would have sold me for a comfy seat, so don’t act like we are old friends because we are not

Ron Shelby Johnson
It would have been easier if you were a rebel, at least then it would all be simpler, but you weren’t. It seems that distinction only matters to me. Why did you have to do it, you could have been someone, you could have stood among the greatest people, but instead you will now be known only as a traitor.

You should have heeded my advice, now I worry, I will need to be harsher against the next… why must I end up being just another loyalist, another one that reports his co-workers over the smallest things, but you have shown that my kindness puts others at risk, so maybe I cannot be kind at work.

There was nothing you could have done to save yourself, I am just glad I was spared seeing you die.

Edward Urey
You know then I heard what happened to you, I felt pity for you, what had you done to deserve such a beating.
But then I spoke to you, and I understood you are nothing but a prick, telling me not to help the slums, telling me to look after “my” people, like I am some sort of loyalist, helping my people would be beating you to death.

You think you are above everyone else, that you are better than us all, but you are nothing but a prideful prick and someday you will get what you deserve and no tears shall be shed for you

Next time you get a beating like that I will have my crowbar ready, god knows you deserve it

Marcus
To think that I for a moment considered you a good person, you are a traitor of the worst kind, you betrayed a loved one. How anyone even places a bit of trust in you is beyond me, someone willing to betray a loved one is willing to betray anyone.

But apparently no one cares and they keep giving you power, I don’t understand them, even without your betrayal you carry the taint of the combine on you.

Lim Ping
You fucking cunt, you know what you did, you are lowest of scum and my only regret in this life was not seeing you die, but I hope that your end was agonizing


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add the best store owner ever that had to leave C24


Casey Sanchez
 
I can get on here twice now, damn.

Cherry.
 
Updated (suffering from Willard withdrawal)

Added two new section to his mind

Updated Elsa @Czesui
 
maybe you should add the guy who richard ruthlessly RATTED out
 
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