it was for a multitude of things, the cope post i made about staff was AFTER i got removed from ct and everything cuz i was obviously pissed i got my shit taken from me. but yeah, i don't hold any grudges against staff anymore cuz this has happened before in the past and i don't really mind it anymore. i can reapply anyday and get all of my stuff back when the time is right.
i got removed cause a lot of people just assume that i can't handle serious roleplay, let alone roleplay at all. which is the entire sentiment as to why i was basically removed from everything, including Civil Protection and even resulted in me having to delete my OTA app as my de-whitelist made me ineligible to apply. so yeah, hopefully when willard opens back up im gonna get more active on the forums with lore posts, funny stuff, and create a main character that i will stick with throughout the server and gain a reputation.
im going to prove everyone wrong. i don't have any grudges against the people who still hold these opinions about me to this day, though hopefully i'll be able to subvert those expectations and bring myself higher. there will be a time when i come back to CT, Mentorship, etc, though i do not wish to reapply as of now. i want to prove myself capable and prove to them that i can come back.