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Remember..
Remember..
Remember..
Remember..
OH!
This was my tree!
It grew apples, had a bird house.
It was perfect for keeping me safe.
I grew it myself.
Remember.. remember.. What else was there?
My grandparent's house.
They were old, nice people.
I lived here with my brother!
I can't remember much else.
Did I have a dog? A cat?
No I don't think so.
I always got made fun of the tooth gap.
It never got to me much though.
I think it's unique!
What did they look like again?
Why can't I remember?
I've always hated politics.
Back in Annecy, my grandparents would stay up late
reading the news papers, talking about it.
But I've never really involved myself.
Until I got there.
If I knew what would happen to me,
I would have never let myself get taken in.
Noah was really involved.
I can't remember what he looks like.
But If I could, I'd still be in this mess.
He was special.
A really weird kind of special.
He would hate it here.
I love it here.
Why can't I remember?
I've always hated politics.
Back in Annecy, my grandparents would stay up late
reading the news papers, talking about it.
But I've never really involved myself.
Until I got there.
If I knew what would happen to me,
I would have never let myself get taken in.
Noah was really involved.
I can't remember what he looks like.
But If I could, I'd still be in this mess.
He was special.
A really weird kind of special.
He would hate it here.
I love it here.
Here..
This place is all I've ever known.
Some call it the 'outlands'.
Some call it 'outside the walls'.
I call it home.
Because that's what it is to me, my home.
People often underestimate me,
they think I can't survive out here on my own.
But they didn't see what I had to live through.
I came from Annecy.
I walked and walked with my brother,
we walked for years.
We never had one place to live, it was always new.
I love being back, though most hate it out here.
This is where I grew up, where I learned to do everything.
Even if it is different from then,
from when I was here as a child.
But it's still back, it's still home.
I love it here.
I meet a lot of people now.
It was never like that before.
Eleanor. She was nice at first,
she had a kind smile.
She wronged me, very bad though.
But I forgive and forget.
She was with Watima mostly.
She was always there with him,
even when I wanted to hang out with just him.
She never understood, I've never had friends before.
Noah.. I hate this topic.
The first man I've ever loved.
The first man I've ever dated.
He was there for me, in my worst times.
He helped me with my English,
wanted me to succeed.
Our time was short, but if I could do it again..
I would.
Wait for me.. Noah.. I see you soon.
I guess I lied.
I want to live.
I'll see you when I get there.
Watima!
He's like an older brother to me!
As of recently, he's been gone.
I don't know where he's been, but
I wanna thank him.
I wanna say thank you, Watima.
You were there at my worst.
You saw all my flaws,
and you still chose to be there for me.
I wish you could see me now.
You'd be proud..
Thank you.
Mademoiselle Schneider
She's new to the party
A beautiful, older woman.
A hard working one too..
She reminds me of my grandma.
I hope this place won't hurt you too bad.
Cee-Dee
I'm mad at myself for being scared of you.
You were so cool!
A Panthereye, how cool is that?!
I knew you thought it was funny, to scare me.
Uwe is a very kind man.
He's there for me,
no matter the language barrier.
He's funny too!
I'm glad he's around.
I'm glad I'm living to see him, even if he's not at his greatest.
Thank you for being there.
It was never like that before.
Eleanor. She was nice at first,
she had a kind smile.
She wronged me, very bad though.
But I forgive and forget.
She was with Watima mostly.
She was always there with him,
even when I wanted to hang out with just him.
She never understood, I've never had friends before.
Noah.. I hate this topic.
The first man I've ever loved.
The first man I've ever dated.
He was there for me, in my worst times.
He helped me with my English,
wanted me to succeed.
Our time was short, but if I could do it again..
I would.
Wait for me.. Noah.. I see you soon.
I guess I lied.
I want to live.
I'll see you when I get there.
Watima!
He's like an older brother to me!
As of recently, he's been gone.
I don't know where he's been, but
I wanna thank him.
I wanna say thank you, Watima.
You were there at my worst.
You saw all my flaws,
and you still chose to be there for me.
I wish you could see me now.
You'd be proud..
Thank you.
Mademoiselle Schneider
She's new to the party
A beautiful, older woman.
A hard working one too..
She reminds me of my grandma.
I hope this place won't hurt you too bad.
Cee-Dee
I'm mad at myself for being scared of you.
You were so cool!
A Panthereye, how cool is that?!
I knew you thought it was funny, to scare me.
Uwe is a very kind man.
He's there for me,
no matter the language barrier.
He's funny too!
I'm glad he's around.
I'm glad I'm living to see him, even if he's not at his greatest.
Thank you for being there.
This is a common occurrence.
Especially now.
People die, that's a fact.
But the people who have, deserve to be known.
Monsieur Stoner.
He died recently.
He was a lovely man, a caring soul.
William never did anything to wrong me.
He was there for me, through everything.
I'd do anything for him.
Goodbye my friend.
Noah was there too.
I don't really know what he did.
I don't know who he wronged.
But he was killed for it.
he was a stupid man, an idiot.
But I loved that idiot.
He was my idiot.
His death hurt me the most,
everything I knew was wrong.
The only thing that kept me together,
was hope.
Abaddon
A big, grey, black eyed alien.
I still don't know what you are.
He helped me a lot though,
he protected me.
He healed me.
Until he was gone.
He was one of my favorites.
I don't know if you have an afterlife,
but if you do, I hope it's great.
Tomas is my brother.
He raised me, taught me what was right.
He's the reason why I am
how I am.
At least I know where you are.
Bonne nuit, mon frère.
The details are hard to remember.
I just know I was really curious about him.
He has charm.
Everyone left and right told me to stay away from him.
They say he's bad, and weird.
But that's not who I saw in him.
He was funny, kind of sweet.
He just had something to him.
Reminded me of someone.
I'm curious to get to know him.
He seemed to know William,
I wonder how breaking the news is gonna affect him.
He seemed to be a really busy man in the city.
Maybe I can get to know him here?
Is he here?
He taught me supposedly about something,
called 'The Kiss'.
Something traditional in France, supposedly.
I've never heard of it until then.
He could've been using it as an excuse,
to kiss William.
Which, he did finally tell me how
to spell his name.
You're a curious man, Edward.
As curious as he is,
he's still got a story.
Apparently he used to run around,
smoking weed,
getting drunk.
Which for him?
I could've never seen that,
not after seeing the priest with him.
I was talking with Annelise,
and he mocked me?
I don't know why,
but it hurt.
Maybe he was just playing,
I won't hold him to it.
I'm glad I know you,
Edward.
Lexie.
As far as I know, she's a soldier for the Combine.
I don't know why, it was kind hard to understand.
But she's kind.
Our interactions have been short,
but she's been nothing but sweet to me.
After what happened,
I can say that she's amazing.
She saved me.
I don't like hugs,
I don't like physical contact.
But there was something different,
when she hugged me.
I felt safer.
Thank you, for being there.
There's so much more to write.
I'll do that later, I'm getting tired.
As far as I know, she's a soldier for the Combine.
I don't know why, it was kind hard to understand.
But she's kind.
Our interactions have been short,
but she's been nothing but sweet to me.
After what happened,
I can say that she's amazing.
She saved me.
I don't like hugs,
I don't like physical contact.
But there was something different,
when she hugged me.
I felt safer.
Thank you, for being there.
There's so much more to write.
I'll do that later, I'm getting tired.
I think I locked it.
I most definitely locked my door.
Let me double check.
I'd just seen Cee-Dee.
He ran off into the woods shortly after.
Lexie and Emiyo were arguing.
Which isn't uncommon.
I decided I wanted to go for a walk.
I see this guy approaching me?
He had a gun.
I don't know why, but I froze.
I couldn't move.
All I could do, was raise my hands.
I don't know what it was he was speaking.
It wasn't always English.
Could've been Russian?
He tied me up, dragged me on for what felt like an hour.
But was really only five minutes.
My feet were wet.
He shoved me into a building,
asking me some questions.
Said he was gonna sell me.
All I could do was cry.
Once I heard voices,
I screamed so loud my voice still hurts.
My ears rung.
I'm scared to be here alone now.
We're leaving today.
I'm not happy about it,
but I'm not upset either.
I kinda wish I asked to stay,
I don't think they'd let me though.
I'm gonna miss it here, no doubt.
I'm gonna miss Lexie,
I'm gonna miss the people who didn't come along.
But we gotta move forward.
Uwe got snappy at me earlier,
said 'smoking weed is bad.'
I promised him I'd quit,
and did just that.
It was fun, mind easing.
I had a nice experience here.
It was often loud around people,
quiet at home.
I just hope our new place,
has a nice space for me.
Uwe won't stop snoring on this train.
Someone please wake him up!!!
I'm not happy about it,
but I'm not upset either.
I kinda wish I asked to stay,
I don't think they'd let me though.
I'm gonna miss it here, no doubt.
I'm gonna miss Lexie,
I'm gonna miss the people who didn't come along.
But we gotta move forward.
Uwe got snappy at me earlier,
said 'smoking weed is bad.'
I promised him I'd quit,
and did just that.
It was fun, mind easing.
I had a nice experience here.
It was often loud around people,
quiet at home.
I just hope our new place,
has a nice space for me.
Uwe won't stop snoring on this train.
Someone please wake him up!!!
This seat is uncomfortable.
Did anyone else hear that scream?
I don't wanna spend two weeks on this train.
Me and Uwe practiced Tongue Twisters,
I don't know why he likes them,
but I think it's fun.
He's still persistent,
on the chicken butt jokes.
He was quiet for a day,
I think he said something,
he thought offended me?
We were talking about my teeth gap,
It got mentioned somehow
and he said something about it.
"It doesn't look bad, I can't(?) like it."
It was hard to hear,
but I think that's it.
Uwe is a good friend.
Michael..
Is a man I never thought,
I'd get close to.
He's been nice from the start.
He'd smile and wave,
even if I were a stranger.
I never knew him,
before I knew Watima,
but he feels safe.
Michael is a character..
but he's one I like,
he's strange.
Strange isn't bad.
He's the good strange,
since his version..
is playful.
He gets hurt,
which worries me a lot.
But I think,
he'll be okay.
He's strong.
I think.
I cherish that time,
we sat on the bench.
I was playing with Alexander,
you and I just talked.
Yeah, it was hard,
but when Isn't it?
Uwe wrote this.
I told him
I was scared of dying,
and he wrote that
as a reminder.
Uwe says I'm doing great.
It's hard to really tell, that there's progress.
Sometimes I feel like,
it's not worth trying anymore.
But all my friends, people around me.
They remind me that I should keep going.
They remind me that I'm worth the effort.
I love them all, I don't think I'd be me,
It's gone.
I'm forgetting things.
It can't be anything serious,
maybe too much water.
But I can't remember details anymore.
I used to have an amazing memory.
Maybe I pushed too much stuff away,
when trying to forget Noah.
Maybe it's the water in the food.
Maybe it's me?
I don't wanna forget.
I can't remember what Noah looks like.
I can't remember what a lot of people look like.
All I can remember is where I'm from.
Being back helps that.
Maybe I'm too scared.
Maybe I need to sleep.
It can't be anything serious,
maybe too much water.
But I can't remember details anymore.
I used to have an amazing memory.
Maybe I pushed too much stuff away,
when trying to forget Noah.
Maybe it's the water in the food.
Maybe it's me?
I don't wanna forget.
I can't remember what Noah looks like.
I can't remember what a lot of people look like.
All I can remember is where I'm from.
Being back helps that.
Maybe I'm too scared.
Maybe I need to sleep.
What am I doing out here?
I don't really have a set path to go.
All I know is that we're moving cities, but we need stuff.
I keep hearing stuff outside.
I have my little home.
That's all I really need.
Nobody really tells me anything.
I wish people involved me more.
I like it out here though!
The mountains are pretty.
The trees are too.
Maybe I'll start growing another tree.
Maybe I'll ask to stay.
Maybe I'll stay.
I don't really have a set path to go.
All I know is that we're moving cities, but we need stuff.
I keep hearing stuff outside.
I have my little home.
That's all I really need.
Nobody really tells me anything.
I wish people involved me more.
I like it out here though!
The mountains are pretty.
The trees are too.
Maybe I'll start growing another tree.
Maybe I'll ask to stay.
Maybe I'll stay.
She's been on my mind recently a lot.
Maybe it's her effort to try and understand me,
maybe it's the fact that she enjoys me being around.
I don't exactly know what it is, but I like her.
She doesn't often go out of her way for a lot people.
But she tries for me.
I think she read something about French,
because when I said goodbye to her.
She said it back in French.
She's a nice person, and I like that.
Maybe it's her effort to try and understand me,
maybe it's the fact that she enjoys me being around.
I don't exactly know what it is, but I like her.
She doesn't often go out of her way for a lot people.
But she tries for me.
I think she read something about French,
because when I said goodbye to her.
She said it back in French.
She's a nice person, and I like that.
A cop told me this today.
We were just talking,
it was a short conversation.
We talked about how he grew up!
I can't really remember what it was like though.
I can't remember a lot.
I'll try to keep my head up for you.
We were just talking,
it was a short conversation.
We talked about how he grew up!
I can't really remember what it was like though.
I can't remember a lot.
I'll try to keep my head up for you.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeed.
Normally I don't indulge,
but I figured.
Since we're out here,
might as well try it?
Three total joints,
it felt great.
All I could think about was Bob Marley,
my brother loved him.
He smoked his head off,
blared his Bob Marley cassette tapes.
Sometimes he let me smoke with him.
I can't complain,
I had fun.
Uwe didn't like it,
so I pinky promised him I'd quit.
I wish he'd at least let me crush the last two.
He's just looking out for me,
I appreciate him.
Thank you, Uwe!
I've been sitting on this train,
spiraling out of control.
I don't know what to do.
It's boring,
it's quiet,
it's loud,
more importantly,
it's enclosed.
It scares me,
a dark chamber.
I feel trapped.
Uwe sees it,
he calms me down.
Sometimes,
he tells me stories.
I can't understand him,
but it calms me down.
I haven't talked to anyone else,
Nobody else talks to me.
I don't think they like me.
That's fine,
I like me.
Being in here,
feels like back then.
When I isolated myself,
after Noah died.
I spoke with nobody,
looked at no one.
Forgot everything.
This time,
it doesn't hurt.
I'm.. happy.
Yeah, I'm happy.
I don't like to cry.
It makes me feel weak,
but sometimes..
I need to.
I need to, often.
I don't like how I look,
when I cry.
So I let the rain,
cry for me.
I sit out in the rain,
for hours on end.
Because It's how I feel.
I want to cry,
for plenty of reasons.
But I let the rain,
be my tears.
Alex Smith,
he has my head in a twirl.
We don't talk often,
but I think about him sometimes.
I don't know what it is,
but he's fascinating.
He says he's from America.
I don't know where that is,
but I can only assume somewhere nice.
We'll talk more,
friend.
he has my head in a twirl.
We don't talk often,
but I think about him sometimes.
I don't know what it is,
but he's fascinating.
He says he's from America.
I don't know where that is,
but I can only assume somewhere nice.
We'll talk more,
friend.
The biggest sweetheart I know.
She's caring,
energetic,
and too nice.
I don't know why
but she makes the dreams
go away.
Uwe says I like her,
I don't.
Tyriel trusts me
I trust her.
I feel like
she's easy to talk to,
even through
the language barrier.
I'd sell my soul,
to keep you safe.
Connected by parole,
connected by soul.
However it is,
I'm glad it's you.
If it were,
anyone else?
I wouldn't make it.
She's caring,
energetic,
and too nice.
I don't know why
but she makes the dreams
go away.
Uwe says I like her,
I don't.
Tyriel trusts me
I trust her.
I feel like
she's easy to talk to,
even through
the language barrier.
I'd sell my soul,
to keep you safe.
Connected by parole,
connected by soul.
However it is,
I'm glad it's you.
If it were,
anyone else?
I wouldn't make it.
Gary,
Mechanic,
Johnny..
Whoever you are,
I'm glad you're here.
I'm glad I know you.
The first kind face,
that I saw in the city.
You're overprotective,
you care for me
like nobody else.
I still don't know
if our date really counted.
Thinking on it now,
I wish it did.
I'm glad you remember me.
Please.. don't forget me, Gary.
Mechanic,
Johnny..
Whoever you are,
I'm glad you're here.
I'm glad I know you.
The first kind face,
that I saw in the city.
You're overprotective,
you care for me
like nobody else.
I still don't know
if our date really counted.
Thinking on it now,
I wish it did.
I'm glad you remember me.
Please.. don't forget me, Gary.
Death always hurts.
At least for me.
I see you, Noah.
Reaching out
beckoning me.
I miss you, I do.
But I'm scared,
scared to see you.
The thought
of me dying..
It never scared me,
it felt..
disappointing.
When I was ready
to finally hang my hat..
I made peace.
I was okay
with how I looked.
I was fine
with how I acted.
Because I wouldn't bother anymore.
Once I was gone,
I knew I'd forget,
be forgotten,
dismissed.
I don't want to go,
not anymore.
I have everything
I could ever ask for.
I don't want to go.
I don't want to go.
I don't want to go.
I don't want to go.
At least for me.
I see you, Noah.
Reaching out
beckoning me.
I miss you, I do.
But I'm scared,
scared to see you.
The thought
of me dying..
It never scared me,
it felt..
disappointing.
When I was ready
to finally hang my hat..
I made peace.
I was okay
with how I looked.
I was fine
with how I acted.
Because I wouldn't bother anymore.
Once I was gone,
I knew I'd forget,
be forgotten,
dismissed.
I don't want to go,
not anymore.
I have everything
I could ever ask for.
I don't want to go.
I don't want to go.
I don't want to go.
I don't want to go.
It's a journey.
I feel..
less than human.
I don't feel right.
I can't..
eat properly.
People look at me weird,
I just want it..
to go away.
It was all random,
supposedly.. Cicero told on me.
For being down there.
Annelise.. told me not to.
But I still did,
and I'm sorry.
I'm with Tyriel.
She's like
my other half in this.
I always say
I'm a bad luck charm,
she's a good luck charm.
We balance out.
Which is why it's perfect.
Our parole is connected..
We've been doing good.
Everyone tells me I'm strong.
Even though,
I'm not.
I'm dependent,
emotional,
and still bad luck.
I feel..
less than human.
I don't feel right.
I can't..
eat properly.
People look at me weird,
I just want it..
to go away.
It was all random,
supposedly.. Cicero told on me.
For being down there.
Annelise.. told me not to.
But I still did,
and I'm sorry.
I'm with Tyriel.
She's like
my other half in this.
I always say
I'm a bad luck charm,
she's a good luck charm.
We balance out.
Which is why it's perfect.
Our parole is connected..
We've been doing good.
Everyone tells me I'm strong.
Even though,
I'm not.
I'm dependent,
emotional,
and still bad luck.
I didn't expect
to be transferred..
But it happened.
I didn't get to say
goodbye to anyone.
I didn't get to leave how I wanted.
It just.. happened
I've never gotten used to
the sounds of the train.
It just makes it
all the more worse.
I didn't get to say goodbye to
Michael,
Tyriel,
Tzu,
not even Ayodele.
But it happened..
I guess this is..
Goodbye.
(Anything not specified to be written in English, or implied by photo is written in French.)
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@SlugGirl
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@Leko
And other people which I forgot who play which character
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