pl4nk
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Steam Name: pl4nk
SteamID: STEAM_0:0:37600007
Name of the Admin you were banned by: Rabithunter
How long is the ban for?: Permanent
The reason you were banned?: Plagiarism of a character sheet used in a text-based discord RP server. Rule 0.
Why do you wish to be unbanned?:
So I've thought about it. I've thought about my mishaps, how stupid it was of me to use someone else's hard work and effort on some shitty discord RP server, especially with the context. I've wondered for a long while how to formulate this appeal, because I love Willard, I loved every second I had here and I miss it. It was a place for me to let go of reality and be someone else, not be stuck in my own mind and thoughts. And I know for a fact I'm not the only one with that mindset when logging onto the server. But I ruined that for myself and I acknowledge that. I fucked up, what more is there to say? I ruined a character's reputation, a player's reputation, and least important of all, my own reputation which was already low. I dont give a shit about my own reputation, if I do get unbanned I know for a fact I will be meme'd to oblivion when I log onto Willard, but I don't care. I want to give something back to the community after my misstep. I want to at least try to make up for my mistakes. I want to redeem myself at least somewhat, if you will let me. I understand if you wont, all trust I had with this community went down the drain when I did my fuckup. But Im hoping for a second chance. Im genuinely sorry for what I did, I have no idea what the fuck I was thinking. But I've gotten older, I've matured, and I've become a better man. Things have changed in my life, I've moved out of my mom's place, I've made new friends and sorted out my old shitty ones, my bad influences, and I feel the best I've ever had. I'm way further along in my treatment for my schizophrenia and my anxiety, and I'm feeling like a new person. Take of that what you will.
I'm ready for my redemption. I am willing to do whatever it takes to get unbanned and get back to having a place I can shut off my thoughts and my messed up mind and just be someone else, be a functional human being instead of being a mess on my worst days.
But I can't get it off my mind what consequenses my actions must've had for Rabithunter. I can't imagine how I must've ruined his image as a community member that gave a whole lot to the community, and as I see now, is part of the server council even. Congratulations on that Rabit. And im sorry. I'm deeply sorry for what I've done to you. And I hope you can forgive me, because I can't forgive myself for my mishap. I saw you as a friend from the server, and I screwed it up because I was dumb. I was inspired, but inspired to do the wrong thing... I hope you read this...
Rabithunter gave me a start on Willard on my first and only character, Thomas. Thomas was my baby, Thomas was who I wanted to be but he wasnt without issues. Thomas was a deep story you could dig into for hours if you wanted and got on his good side, he was an empathetic man, wanted the best for everyone and gave a lot of people a lot of tips and advice, a shoulder to lean on, what have you, but without taking any back. He slowly got messed up too. But it was a character arc I enjoyed, and I hope I can get back to that, with Thomas or on a new character. If I have to sacrifice my first ever proper HL2RP character for a chance back at this server, so be it. But I miss being him, I miss being what i strive to be, and still strive to be to this day. I miss playing for 8 hours straight and forgetting my surroundings, forgetting my struggle within. I hope it is something I can have a second chance at having in my life, it was something that gave me a lot of comfort and peace of mind. I hope I can have that back. But I understand if the trust isnt there.
Anyway, sorry for my big ramble of a wall of text. I hope to hear from you soon.
And Rabit.
I'm sorry.
-pl4nk
Do you have any picture or video evidence to support your reason?: N/A
Were there any witnesses who can help in this appeal?: N/A
SteamID: STEAM_0:0:37600007
Name of the Admin you were banned by: Rabithunter
How long is the ban for?: Permanent
The reason you were banned?: Plagiarism of a character sheet used in a text-based discord RP server. Rule 0.
Why do you wish to be unbanned?:
So I've thought about it. I've thought about my mishaps, how stupid it was of me to use someone else's hard work and effort on some shitty discord RP server, especially with the context. I've wondered for a long while how to formulate this appeal, because I love Willard, I loved every second I had here and I miss it. It was a place for me to let go of reality and be someone else, not be stuck in my own mind and thoughts. And I know for a fact I'm not the only one with that mindset when logging onto the server. But I ruined that for myself and I acknowledge that. I fucked up, what more is there to say? I ruined a character's reputation, a player's reputation, and least important of all, my own reputation which was already low. I dont give a shit about my own reputation, if I do get unbanned I know for a fact I will be meme'd to oblivion when I log onto Willard, but I don't care. I want to give something back to the community after my misstep. I want to at least try to make up for my mistakes. I want to redeem myself at least somewhat, if you will let me. I understand if you wont, all trust I had with this community went down the drain when I did my fuckup. But Im hoping for a second chance. Im genuinely sorry for what I did, I have no idea what the fuck I was thinking. But I've gotten older, I've matured, and I've become a better man. Things have changed in my life, I've moved out of my mom's place, I've made new friends and sorted out my old shitty ones, my bad influences, and I feel the best I've ever had. I'm way further along in my treatment for my schizophrenia and my anxiety, and I'm feeling like a new person. Take of that what you will.
I'm ready for my redemption. I am willing to do whatever it takes to get unbanned and get back to having a place I can shut off my thoughts and my messed up mind and just be someone else, be a functional human being instead of being a mess on my worst days.
But I can't get it off my mind what consequenses my actions must've had for Rabithunter. I can't imagine how I must've ruined his image as a community member that gave a whole lot to the community, and as I see now, is part of the server council even. Congratulations on that Rabit. And im sorry. I'm deeply sorry for what I've done to you. And I hope you can forgive me, because I can't forgive myself for my mishap. I saw you as a friend from the server, and I screwed it up because I was dumb. I was inspired, but inspired to do the wrong thing... I hope you read this...
Rabithunter gave me a start on Willard on my first and only character, Thomas. Thomas was my baby, Thomas was who I wanted to be but he wasnt without issues. Thomas was a deep story you could dig into for hours if you wanted and got on his good side, he was an empathetic man, wanted the best for everyone and gave a lot of people a lot of tips and advice, a shoulder to lean on, what have you, but without taking any back. He slowly got messed up too. But it was a character arc I enjoyed, and I hope I can get back to that, with Thomas or on a new character. If I have to sacrifice my first ever proper HL2RP character for a chance back at this server, so be it. But I miss being him, I miss being what i strive to be, and still strive to be to this day. I miss playing for 8 hours straight and forgetting my surroundings, forgetting my struggle within. I hope it is something I can have a second chance at having in my life, it was something that gave me a lot of comfort and peace of mind. I hope I can have that back. But I understand if the trust isnt there.
Anyway, sorry for my big ramble of a wall of text. I hope to hear from you soon.
And Rabit.
I'm sorry.
-pl4nk
Do you have any picture or video evidence to support your reason?: N/A
Were there any witnesses who can help in this appeal?: N/A
