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Steam Name: dingus
SteamID: 098148332
Name of the Admin you were banned by: NIXeighteen
How long is the ban for?: Permanent
The reason you were banned?: "Rule 0: knowingly harassing players openly and in DMs. Acting generally creepy and is known to romance a lot on fem chard. Acting surprised and starting to discuss when called out on it."
Why do you wish to be unbanned?: I'd like to start off with an apology, quite frankly I was a creep, a big nuisance to the community, its members and faction leads as well as the staff team itself. I antagonized a lot of people back then and I backed myself into a corner due to my own stupidity and idiotic attitude. I fully understand and grasp the situation at hand now, having the full 'picture' of what I've done and I'm sincerely disgusted by my past self. I deluded myself into thinking it was ok to do the things that I did and say the things that I said when they were not. It's not ok to gaslight people, be toxic, annoying, a nuisance, or creepy, or even invade their personal space and invade their time. It took some time and effort for me to finally open my eyes and reveal myself to myself. It was quite life-changing for me to understand who I was and who I am now, and the transformation is uncanny, at least, I can rationalize it that way. I'm glad I was permanently banned. It was very vile behavior and a shitty thing to do. And being banned got me to think and work on myself, on my behavior, my own self, and my mentality. I slowly started to draw a line between what I did and what I said, I began asking people around me what I did wrong. Where I failed, where I could improve, and what I did. All of that slowly shaped who I am right now. At a much calmer state of mind, more responsible, and more mature. No longer do I lash out in anger, or do I say things that I shouldn't say. It's all in the past, and I'd like to ask for a chance to redeem myself and fit back into this community. Into Willard.
Should I also note a sincere personal apology to Neonity. They were a person that unfortunately was targeted by my disgusting and revolting behaviour, attitude, and overall clown act. I no longer am the person I once used to be. I've grown further away from that evil and branched out to be a better person through the hard work that I've put in. A whole year was put into this, all thought out and all conformed away. I slowly acknowledged who I was, I slowly improved through a change of jobs, change of home, mentality, diet, and even routine. I'm no longer strained and held onto a toxic environment outside of this screen. Thankfully, the people I work with and deal with nowadays are far better and more comprehensible of myself and of my journey. They've helped me grow up too and they guided me through the right path.
With this all said and set in stone, I will hopefully be granted a chance to return to this community, begin roleplaying again and see what I have missed, as well as contribute to the community and its members.
Kindest regards to whoever reads this.
Do you have any picture or video evidence to support your reason?: N/A
Were there any witnesses who can help in this appeal?: (List the steam and/or character names of them or tag them): @commonspace
SteamID: 098148332
Name of the Admin you were banned by: NIXeighteen
How long is the ban for?: Permanent
The reason you were banned?: "Rule 0: knowingly harassing players openly and in DMs. Acting generally creepy and is known to romance a lot on fem chard. Acting surprised and starting to discuss when called out on it."
Why do you wish to be unbanned?: I'd like to start off with an apology, quite frankly I was a creep, a big nuisance to the community, its members and faction leads as well as the staff team itself. I antagonized a lot of people back then and I backed myself into a corner due to my own stupidity and idiotic attitude. I fully understand and grasp the situation at hand now, having the full 'picture' of what I've done and I'm sincerely disgusted by my past self. I deluded myself into thinking it was ok to do the things that I did and say the things that I said when they were not. It's not ok to gaslight people, be toxic, annoying, a nuisance, or creepy, or even invade their personal space and invade their time. It took some time and effort for me to finally open my eyes and reveal myself to myself. It was quite life-changing for me to understand who I was and who I am now, and the transformation is uncanny, at least, I can rationalize it that way. I'm glad I was permanently banned. It was very vile behavior and a shitty thing to do. And being banned got me to think and work on myself, on my behavior, my own self, and my mentality. I slowly started to draw a line between what I did and what I said, I began asking people around me what I did wrong. Where I failed, where I could improve, and what I did. All of that slowly shaped who I am right now. At a much calmer state of mind, more responsible, and more mature. No longer do I lash out in anger, or do I say things that I shouldn't say. It's all in the past, and I'd like to ask for a chance to redeem myself and fit back into this community. Into Willard.
Should I also note a sincere personal apology to Neonity. They were a person that unfortunately was targeted by my disgusting and revolting behaviour, attitude, and overall clown act. I no longer am the person I once used to be. I've grown further away from that evil and branched out to be a better person through the hard work that I've put in. A whole year was put into this, all thought out and all conformed away. I slowly acknowledged who I was, I slowly improved through a change of jobs, change of home, mentality, diet, and even routine. I'm no longer strained and held onto a toxic environment outside of this screen. Thankfully, the people I work with and deal with nowadays are far better and more comprehensible of myself and of my journey. They've helped me grow up too and they guided me through the right path.
With this all said and set in stone, I will hopefully be granted a chance to return to this community, begin roleplaying again and see what I have missed, as well as contribute to the community and its members.
Kindest regards to whoever reads this.
Do you have any picture or video evidence to support your reason?: N/A
Were there any witnesses who can help in this appeal?: (List the steam and/or character names of them or tag them): @commonspace
