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“I don’t know what is worse: to not know what you are and be happy,
or to become what you’ve always wanted to be, and feel alone.”
- Daniel Keyes
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Mental health
Score (-10 to 10):
Peaceful & recharged
8.1
Disorders & Symptoms
Levels of visibility: High Medium Low
Antisocial PD
Egomaniacal tendencies
Megalomaniac tendencies
Zealous beliefs
Narcissistic PD
Obsessive-compulsive PD
Paranoid Schizophrenia
Schizoid PD
Schizotypal PD
Vindictive tendencies
Nationality
Norwegian & British
Sex
Male
Family relations
Mother
Sofie Bergenes Kongeli
Financial Executive
Status: Deceased
Father
Konrad Heartwick
UN Diplomat
Status: Deceased
Little brother
Joseph Heartwick
UNKNOWN - C24
Status: Alive
Personality Alignment
Neutral Evil
Personality traits
Knowledgeable, Imaginative, Logical, Reserved, Controlling, Manipulative
Age
Early 40s
Education
MSc Economics - Oxford University
BSc Psychology - University of Oslo
Occupation
Head-Minister - Ministry of Commerce
Ex-City Administrator - City 24
Chief Operating Officer - Ministry of Commerce
Investigator - Ministry of Commerce
Accountant - Department of Commerce
Vice President of M&A - Enron Corp. (1995-2000)
Junior Vice President of M&A - Enron Corp. (1988-1995)
Political Affiliation
Founder of Iso-Centralism
Biography
"Late 70s - Childhood & Early Teenage Years"
Both Laurentius and Joseph were born in Norway but primarily raised in Switzerland at boarding schools. While being born to parents who were part of the socialite and high status, they often only were together during holidays. Despite the lacking social connection with his parents, both Laurentius and Joseph felt at least something during the sexual abuse and domestic violence that was felt during the holidays. This caused an unfavourable fundamental psychological development during the early stages of both of their lives which later developed into severe personality disorders and dehumanization. With the ever-growing hatred towards his parents and indifference to right and wrong, the brothers often daydreamed about killing their parents but due to their still early age, it was not feasible. The abuse and torture slowly stopped the older they became.
TO BE CONTINUED
Personal journal note:
(Late January)
(Late January)
Hello, you.
Have you missed me?
Because I for one have missed you.
I have missed you a lot.
I am glad I found you still tucked away where I left you. I am sorry I could not bring you with me to City 35, it was a rather hasty exit operation...
Oh... how I hope they have been kindshit to you.
I have missed writing...
I have missed it all.
I have missed you; now we are together again and I will not let you go as easily as last time.
Perhaps you thought that I was getting out, if so please shove the bunting up your ass.
Things have changed!
I have had some modifications...
Some radical modifications.
All this stress has turned my hair more grey,
my soul more cynical,
my eyes more empty,
but my heart...
My heart is pounding and beating with calamity fueled by melancholy.
I may have changed, but my willpower has not.
The objective is still the same.
I have zero tolerance for betrayal, which they will soon indelibly learn, for the road to power is paved with hypocrisy, and casualties.
I have always been here-
I have always watched.
Until next time.
L.H.
Have you missed me?
Because I for one have missed you.
I have missed you a lot.
I am glad I found you still tucked away where I left you. I am sorry I could not bring you with me to City 35, it was a rather hasty exit operation...
Oh... how I hope they have been kind
I have missed writing...
I have missed it all.
I have missed you; now we are together again and I will not let you go as easily as last time.
Perhaps you thought that I was getting out, if so please shove the bunting up your ass.
Things have changed!
I have had some modifications...
Some radical modifications.
All this stress has turned my hair more grey,
my soul more cynical,
my eyes more empty,
but my heart...
My heart is pounding and beating with calamity fueled by melancholy.
I may have changed, but my willpower has not.
The objective is still the same.
I have zero tolerance for betrayal, which they will soon indelibly learn, for the road to power is paved with hypocrisy, and casualties.
I have always been here-
I have always watched.
Until next time.
L.H.
Personal journal note:
(A week in Mid-November 2018)
(A week in Mid-November 2018)
A pencil and a piece of paper have never been as vital and important as now. Our city, my city- in ruins of a crisis. I must be careful with the words I so solemnly pick for this journal. Chaos through sabotage, chaos through the means of purpose.
I have ripped out my page regarding relations simply due to its sensitivity. I can not let time go to waste. I hear JUDAS, I see them as well. They are all around us. The lack of cigarettes strains our bodies for I have learnt that I must first live to learn how to die.
City-13, this was not your fault. But you have escalated the situation into something much direr and larger than even myself. I have turned sector-10 against you. It is no more an equal field of strategy.
Your industry and manufacturing facilities will be mine and City-24 will be the largest pride on Earth.
(18th of March - 24th of March 2018)
Heartwick has found himself spending more time going over old books which glorify crusades, enlightenment, and self-realization. He spent an enormous time contemplating his own existence, importance, ambitions and philosophy of life through meditation.
One night, when heavily indulged in alcohol, he decided to inject himself with a potent psychedelic. He entered an existential crisis after a complete psychotic meltdown which lasted over a period of three days.
Realising that City 24 is not merely like any other city, he discovered that he is the current ruler of the Kingdom of Heaven and thus his life is the mere reflection of his own City.
When the bad trip ended, he came out of his room with a face so disfigured and ripped apart that one could only describe it as hideous and frightening. The wounds almost appear to be caused by self-inflicted damaged. His nails still have some residue of blood on them. The bad trip did not only leave him physically affected, it left behind something far worse. It left behind a personality. A personality now embodied in a more malcontent, ambitious, and zealous quest for egomaniacal fulfilment.
Laurentius is no longer human, he is now the Guardian Angel of City 24, he is the Messiah of Collaboration, the Messiah of loyalism, and a God in his own reality or so he believes himself. He follows the guidance of the now infested voices calling for a purge of infidels, fringe elements, and any opposition as ever slight they may be. After all, enemies are everywhere or so they say.
Laurentius Heartwick has truly transcended past his own good. He now wears a gas mask covering his facial scars and disfigurement. Only a pair of eyes and the sound of his now dark muzzled voice can be heard through the mask.
Who knows how long the effects of his enlightenment will last and the scars it has left upon him?
Personal journal note:
(7th of April 2018)
My wounds have healed a bit. I still feel the agony of self-realisation. The only burden worth mentioning that I carry now is that I am unable to enjoy my cigarettes with the mask on. Mulligan has taken a chunk of work off my back due to my medical condition. There is not much else to say other than that there are all sorts of small mishaps happening again. Only this other day the ISOCF's Headquarters was in an accident. Oh, and the DOB as well- but then again who cares about them. I might have to take a trip down there to inspect the damages sometime soon.
Godspeed.
Personal journal note:
(12th of May 2018)
Dear journal,
Today I woke up and thought about executing a man name Aalto. However, I had forgotten to drink my morning tea so the thought eluded me throughout the day. As he was kneeling before my tea table I suddenly realised that his life, as wasteful as can be, could be spared. Their lack of presence was already the result I wished for.
On another note, my scars have healed by a bit. Perhaps I ought to be more comfortable taking my mask off from time to time. Who knows.
I have ripped out my page regarding relations simply due to its sensitivity. I can not let time go to waste. I hear JUDAS, I see them as well. They are all around us. The lack of cigarettes strains our bodies for I have learnt that I must first live to learn how to die.
City-13, this was not your fault. But you have escalated the situation into something much direr and larger than even myself. I have turned sector-10 against you. It is no more an equal field of strategy.
Your industry and manufacturing facilities will be mine and City-24 will be the largest pride on Earth.
(18th of March - 24th of March 2018)
Heartwick has found himself spending more time going over old books which glorify crusades, enlightenment, and self-realization. He spent an enormous time contemplating his own existence, importance, ambitions and philosophy of life through meditation.
One night, when heavily indulged in alcohol, he decided to inject himself with a potent psychedelic. He entered an existential crisis after a complete psychotic meltdown which lasted over a period of three days.
Realising that City 24 is not merely like any other city, he discovered that he is the current ruler of the Kingdom of Heaven and thus his life is the mere reflection of his own City.
When the bad trip ended, he came out of his room with a face so disfigured and ripped apart that one could only describe it as hideous and frightening. The wounds almost appear to be caused by self-inflicted damaged. His nails still have some residue of blood on them. The bad trip did not only leave him physically affected, it left behind something far worse. It left behind a personality. A personality now embodied in a more malcontent, ambitious, and zealous quest for egomaniacal fulfilment.
Laurentius is no longer human, he is now the Guardian Angel of City 24, he is the Messiah of Collaboration, the Messiah of loyalism, and a God in his own reality or so he believes himself. He follows the guidance of the now infested voices calling for a purge of infidels, fringe elements, and any opposition as ever slight they may be. After all, enemies are everywhere or so they say.
Laurentius Heartwick has truly transcended past his own good. He now wears a gas mask covering his facial scars and disfigurement. Only a pair of eyes and the sound of his now dark muzzled voice can be heard through the mask.
Who knows how long the effects of his enlightenment will last and the scars it has left upon him?
Personal journal note:
(7th of April 2018)
My wounds have healed a bit. I still feel the agony of self-realisation. The only burden worth mentioning that I carry now is that I am unable to enjoy my cigarettes with the mask on. Mulligan has taken a chunk of work off my back due to my medical condition. There is not much else to say other than that there are all sorts of small mishaps happening again. Only this other day the ISOCF's Headquarters was in an accident. Oh, and the DOB as well- but then again who cares about them. I might have to take a trip down there to inspect the damages sometime soon.
Godspeed.
Personal journal note:
(12th of May 2018)
Dear journal,
Today I woke up and thought about executing a man name Aalto. However, I had forgotten to drink my morning tea so the thought eluded me throughout the day. As he was kneeling before my tea table I suddenly realised that his life, as wasteful as can be, could be spared. Their lack of presence was already the result I wished for.
On another note, my scars have healed by a bit. Perhaps I ought to be more comfortable taking my mask off from time to time. Who knows.
Mental health
Score (-10 to 10):
Peaceful & recharged
8.1
Disorders & Symptoms
Levels of visibility: High Medium Low
Antisocial PD
Egomaniacal tendencies
Megalomaniac tendencies
Zealous beliefs
Narcissistic PD
Obsessive-compulsive PD
Paranoid Schizophrenia
Schizoid PD
Schizotypal PD
Vindictive tendencies
Nationality
Norwegian & British
Sex
Male
Family relations
Mother
Sofie Bergenes Kongeli
Financial Executive
Status: Deceased
Father
Konrad Heartwick
UN Diplomat
Status: Deceased
Little brother
Joseph Heartwick
UNKNOWN - C24
Status: Alive
Personality Alignment
Neutral Evil
Personality traits
Knowledgeable, Imaginative, Logical, Reserved, Controlling, Manipulative
Age
Early 40s
Education
MSc Economics - Oxford University
BSc Psychology - University of Oslo
Occupation
Head-Minister - Ministry of Commerce
Ex-City Administrator - City 24
Chief Operating Officer - Ministry of Commerce
Investigator - Ministry of Commerce
Accountant - Department of Commerce
Vice President of M&A - Enron Corp. (1995-2000)
Junior Vice President of M&A - Enron Corp. (1988-1995)
Political Affiliation
Founder of Iso-Centralism
Biography
"Late 70s - Childhood & Early Teenage Years"
Both Laurentius and Joseph were born in Norway but primarily raised in Switzerland at boarding schools. While being born to parents who were part of the socialite and high status, they often only were together during holidays. Despite the lacking social connection with his parents, both Laurentius and Joseph felt at least something during the sexual abuse and domestic violence that was felt during the holidays. This caused an unfavourable fundamental psychological development during the early stages of both of their lives which later developed into severe personality disorders and dehumanization. With the ever-growing hatred towards his parents and indifference to right and wrong, the brothers often daydreamed about killing their parents but due to their still early age, it was not feasible. The abuse and torture slowly stopped the older they became.
TO BE CONTINUED
Love > Admired > Respected > Trusts > Friend > Acquaintance > Neutral > Distrusts > Dislikes > Hates
(Ask to be added)
Faction Relations
Combine [RESPECTS & ADMIRES]
I serve only myself and my own interest. And so far you have provided me with privileges, rights, positions, and power. I could not give a shit whether you're bad or good for humanity.
All I know is that I am on the right team.
God bless our Union and our Benefactors.
Civil Protection [TRUSTS]
You are a mixture of different individuals.
Some of you are pleasant, and some of you are as dumb as bread.
Combine Civil Administration [FRIEND]
Hello friend.
Civil Workers Union: [TRUSTS & ACQUAINTANCE]
I can not decide whether you are useless or useful.
So far... useful.
Vortigaunts [DISLIKES & ADMIRED]
You are so incredibly disgusting. Your great minds should know this. For some weird, ungodly known reason. I am starting to wish I was one of you, your mind encompasses philosophical matters- Something very admirable.
Ministry of Commerce [BELOVED]
Good job so far. You are extremely unique.
You do your job, however, I will need to slap you in the back of the head every once in a while.
Keep yourself in check or I will.
Ministry of Enlightenment [TRUSTS]
I have started to enjoy you.
Ministry of Progress [ACQUAINTANCE & DISTRUSTED]
I am not adequately updated on your mischiefs.
Security Council [DISTRUSTS]
Might have to contact the CMU to revive you. If the reforms do not progress. I will dismantle you for the betterment of society.
Overwatch Forces [BELOVED]
I love you. I admire you. I have somewhat perceived you to be my personal pet. I know I can not receive much of a conversation from you, but that is exactly why I love you all.
The simplicity yet complexity of your 'life' is astonishing to me.
Thank you.
My crusaders, my true love.
Citizens [ACQUAINTANCE]
You are sheep and I am one of your shepherds.
I admire your simplistic lives and the happiness you experience from time to time. If you only knew what goes on behind the stage.
Rebels [HATES]
Pathetic.
Relationships
Love > Admired > Respected > Trusts > Friend > Acquaintance > Neutral > Distrusts > Dislikes > Hates
(Ask to be added)
Laurentius Heartwick [HATE & LOVES]
I am still alive. Despite it all.
Benjamin Orwell Benedict [LOVES & DISTRUSTS]
You are one interesting individual.
I remember when you took care of me so do not worry-
I will continue to take care of you and again guide you to towards the right path.
Bernard Mulligan [LOVES & RESPECTS ]
There is a saying:
"Beware of an old man in a profession where men die young"
You have changed however. I have yet to decide on whether your change is for the better.
Aleksandr Yurievich [NEUTRAL]
I have not seen you in action yet, so show me.
Varos Atkins [NEUTRAL]
Atkins... Atkins... Atkins...
I have heard of your surname, perhaps it was on a credit application that I denied?
Remind me why I need to know of your name.
Jenifer Maesroe [DISTRUSTS]
I think we ought to have a talk soon. A real good talk.
Something tells me that you have changed.
Frieda Seifert [NEUTRAL]
I have yet to meet you, or perhaps I have seen you? If so, I do hope you make a better impression next time.
Who are you and what are your ideals I wonder.
(// Removed all relationships to start fresh. Will do updates in bulks. Ask to be added. As for the story, takes time.)
[/spoiler](Ask to be added)
Faction Relations
Combine [RESPECTS & ADMIRES]
I serve only myself and my own interest. And so far you have provided me with privileges, rights, positions, and power. I could not give a shit whether you're bad or good for humanity.
All I know is that I am on the right team.
God bless our Union and our Benefactors.
Civil Protection [TRUSTS]
You are a mixture of different individuals.
Some of you are pleasant, and some of you are as dumb as bread.
Combine Civil Administration [FRIEND]
Hello friend.
Civil Workers Union: [TRUSTS & ACQUAINTANCE]
I can not decide whether you are useless or useful.
So far... useful.
Vortigaunts [DISLIKES & ADMIRED]
You are so incredibly disgusting. Your great minds should know this. For some weird, ungodly known reason. I am starting to wish I was one of you, your mind encompasses philosophical matters- Something very admirable.
Ministry of Commerce [BELOVED]
Good job so far. You are extremely unique.
You do your job, however, I will need to slap you in the back of the head every once in a while.
Keep yourself in check or I will.
Ministry of Enlightenment [TRUSTS]
I have started to enjoy you.
Ministry of Progress [ACQUAINTANCE & DISTRUSTED]
I am not adequately updated on your mischiefs.
Security Council [DISTRUSTS]
Might have to contact the CMU to revive you. If the reforms do not progress. I will dismantle you for the betterment of society.
Overwatch Forces [BELOVED]
I love you. I admire you. I have somewhat perceived you to be my personal pet. I know I can not receive much of a conversation from you, but that is exactly why I love you all.
The simplicity yet complexity of your 'life' is astonishing to me.
Thank you.
My crusaders, my true love.
Citizens [ACQUAINTANCE]
You are sheep and I am one of your shepherds.
I admire your simplistic lives and the happiness you experience from time to time. If you only knew what goes on behind the stage.
Rebels [HATES]
Pathetic.
Relationships
Love > Admired > Respected > Trusts > Friend > Acquaintance > Neutral > Distrusts > Dislikes > Hates
(Ask to be added)
Laurentius Heartwick [HATE & LOVES]
I am still alive. Despite it all.
Benjamin Orwell Benedict [LOVES & DISTRUSTS]
You are one interesting individual.
I remember when you took care of me so do not worry-
I will continue to take care of you and again guide you to towards the right path.
Bernard Mulligan [LOVES & RESPECTS ]
There is a saying:
"Beware of an old man in a profession where men die young"
You have changed however. I have yet to decide on whether your change is for the better.
Aleksandr Yurievich [NEUTRAL]
I have not seen you in action yet, so show me.
Varos Atkins [NEUTRAL]
Atkins... Atkins... Atkins...
I have heard of your surname, perhaps it was on a credit application that I denied?
Remind me why I need to know of your name.
Jenifer Maesroe [DISTRUSTS]
I think we ought to have a talk soon. A real good talk.
Something tells me that you have changed.
Frieda Seifert [NEUTRAL]
I have yet to meet you, or perhaps I have seen you? If so, I do hope you make a better impression next time.
Who are you and what are your ideals I wonder.
(// Removed all relationships to start fresh. Will do updates in bulks. Ask to be added. As for the story, takes time.)
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