Denied Sprick's ban appeal

[Sprick]

Steam Name: Sprick
SteamID: STEAM_0:1:175378521

Name of the Admin you were banned by: Fedora then Mullin
How long is the ban for?: Permanent
The reason you were banned?: 1 week ban due to Racism and misogyny, turned to Permanent ban after appeal (October 8th 2021).
Why do you wish to be unbanned?: Genuinely, I was a dumb 13-year-old at that time and apologize for what I said and tried to propagate. I'm older now and went past the point that I wouldn't do or say the mentioned things again like I did in 2021. Said things were genuinely not cool from me and I really hate to blame it on my age, but in this case I have to do it. Now I'm 17 and want to play again on a good Half-Life 2 Roleplay server like Willard is. Since, apart from my trolling and obvious toxic behaviour, I still have some fond memories of good roleplay from Willard. I would genuinely like to go back to it, but this time by not ruining it for me or others by saying the things which I did back then. I really want this to go through, to not just get some good roleplay again, but also to show the people which I wronged that I do better now. Especially looking back to my appeal that I did to get rid of that 1 week ban and then resulted into a permanent ban, was a very valid verdict from the Community Managers at that time. I didn't show remorse, but didn't even get why I got banned at that time. Now I do understand truly and want to apologize once more. If there is a chance of getting another chance, I would really love to take it and do better.
Do you have any picture or video evidence to support your reason?: No, but I'll link my ban appeal from 2021.

Were there any witnesses who can help in this appeal?: None

 

[Ket]

Hello @Sprick !

After review from the Moderation Team, we've decided to deny this appeal for now. While we have read through your appeal and understand the basis of age and mistakes being made, it doesn't sit right with us to currently accept your appeal due to the server closing down within the coming weeks for major development work. Because of this, we are asking that you instead apply again in a few months with February being a good estimated time to apply.

Of course this doesn't mean your next appeal is guaranteed to be accepted, but shows you would like to join us in the next iteration of the server's lifespan.

Thank you for sending this appeal in and best of luck!

Final decision: DENIED - Reapply in a few months.